I awoke around 11 ish in the morning. my eyes still felt heavy from crying. i didn't feel like getting up and walking out to the kitchen or something because i didn't want to have to face Briana. i was still furious with her. i was sure that she was going somewhere with her friends-probly to get drunk, no doubt. after about an hour, i decided to roll out of bed. i looked in my mirror with pictures of Damion and i, some bands, ticket stubs from concerts, and other various pictures. i looked at my appearance, it looked like i was the one drinking. my eyes had bags and i just looked like i woke up from a coma. i went to my batheroom and took a shower, after that i went down to the kitchen to see Ethan with suitcases and boxes. "what's up?" i asked. he messed up my hair and said, "i'm going back to college, remember?" "oh, yeah..." oh yeah, he was starting his second year of college. "mom's taking you, right?" he nodded as he bent over to pick up his suit case, his dirty blonde hair going in his eyes. my brother was very handosme (from what i here anyway from all the braindead girls in my school...), he had that Hollister model look or whatever. he then answered, "yeah, she's taking me. now, are you just gonna stand there and look pretty or help me?" "oh, yeh, sorry" i stumbled a bit and picked up his suitcase and we headed out to the car. "hey, Ethan?" "yeah" he turned around still walking, "did you see Briana last night?" he shrugged, "yeah, she was heading off to her room last night when i saw her. then, she left this morning to go to a friends. why?" Ethan woundered. i shrugged it off not wanting to really tell him about last night to worry him or anything, "just curious, that's all" "uh huh..." he said with a hint of suspicion in his voice. that's what i hated about Ethan, he could tell when anyone was lying, that's how he got Briana and me into trouble when we were all younger, but he lets that stuff go now.

Mom then came out of the house with the car keys, "okay, hop in the car Ethan, lets go." "yeah yeah" he said and then turned to me brushing the dirty blonde hair out of his baby blue eyes, "see ya Jade." he hugged me and i hugged him back. he climbed in the passenger seet as mom took the wheel. "bye honey! be back in a couple hours!" she waved. i waved back as the car pulled out of the drive way as i waved them good bye. out of the two siblings-scratch that, THE WHOLE FAMILY, Ethan was the only one i could really stand to be around, even though he has a huge ego. i sighed and went into the mansion. i was the only one there, the maid didn't have to work on Sundays.
                i hopped up the stairs, humming "all the gin joints in the world" by Fall Out Boy and went off to my room. "hmmm, home alone...as per usual" i thought aloud.

about 12 hours past. mom got home about 5 hours ago. i just consumed myself in my room playing my guitar, writing song lyrics, being on the computer, or just sitting on my bed listening to music. it was about one o'clock in the morning. mom in bed, dad on a business trip, Briana in bed i asumed. i walked out of my room and was heading down the hall for the batheroom, but i stopped when i heard the doors to the mansion open and close and so my sister stumble in giggling to herself, drunk no doubt. i leaned over the balcony overlooking where my sister had entered with a "not again..." look on my face. she went to walk up the long staircase, but the attempt was pathetic. i couldn't help to have a smirk slip across my face as i watch her struggle with a giggle here and there. she then finally reached the top and fell on the ground as i stoud before her, her not even noticing. "wooooo" she said with a sigh and a laugh. i kicked her head softly to get her attention. she got all deffensive and shot up and then tried to focus on me and went "OH, heyyyyyyy Jad-eh" i rolled my eyes and said "you know you have a curfew or are you in denial about being 15?" she looked at me with a voice trying to be serious "you better not tell mom...or...i kill youuuu" she laughed and continued to lay on the ground. "oh, i don't think i'll have to" i just walked away and sighed, "mom will find you there in the morning."


i went to my room, fed up with my sister's attitude and behavior. she'll be in jail by the time she's 16...or in a week. i was feeling a bit tired before, but i felt like i had a bunch of energy out of no where and blasted "trashed and scattered" avenged sevenfold and screamed along to the lyrics as i jumped on my bed and punched the wall a couple times screaming "PLAY YOUR GAME YOU BETTER WALK AWAY 'CAUSE YOUR INEGRITY DON'T MEAN SHIT! CRAWL ON ME YOU FUCKING PARASITE, AND I'M GONN TAKE YOU OUT!" i screamed along to the music for what seemed forever untill my energy left me and i fell asleep with the music still turned up to make the bass shake my room.